Thursday, August 26, 2010


I must confess I do feel embarrassed just saying this to anyone who's listening. I have a lot of "issues." But I have lots of friends who reach out to me and keep pulling me out of my own self made rut.
well first thing first, I'm having problems reclaiming my deactivated account from DA, apparently I'm "gone" but there's over a 100 of my art there and my print account still active in the past month I had over 200 faves. It feels scary that my art is kinda lost in the DA void, considering they keep saying in their fine print on deactivation my account will delete my art and prints. Maybe I slipped when they changed their formats?
I'm still drawing but haven't finished anything officially. I'm in this whole "self critical stage" where I draw something then just nit pick it till I can't draw for an entire day. I was hoping Fluoxetine would get me out of that.
I don't know what I'm doing soon... but... I don't know if I should make a new account? Secure a URL with my name on it? Make a silly comic? But I got this second wind in me... and I'm pushing myself even if it's a baby step I'm pushing myself out of this.